♥ samantha

2008-08-24T08:26:00.002+08:00

omg i'm waiting for my tution teacher to come and i think he's late again.. or is my clock fast?
but it dosen't matter.

i'm still thinking about what additional stuff to buy for someone's birthday present though its really far away, like september.

hey wait, maybe not that far away.

but i got deadline! thursday! means today is my only chance to go out. must get nicer present. sigh. life is a whirlwind. and sometimes we just dont get to do the things we want to do. and life is ever repeating. and everyone's the same. born, live and die.

and no i'm not pessimistic, cos i'm optimistic.

i mean, we can always change the little things in life to make it a better place. change the details in life to make it a little more interesting, a little more bearable.

okay i think he's here. gotta go! bye! :D

2008-08-23T23:30:00.006+08:00

pictures! happy birthdya cheryl! and her oreo cake :D

yum yum :D

marie, with tied up hair! so chio right!

elmo attempting to kiss dale. ahem ahem, dale is chip's!

shuting lol . :D

chooni and my basket

2008-08-23T10:15:00.002+08:00

hello!
i'm back!
and i havent been blogging due to some reasons, which i shan't say. so much has happened since tuesday.

congrats sheryin for becoming welfare head of raffles voices! (20 aug)
happy birthday joan! (20 aug)
happy birthday cheryl! (22 aug)

hah. let me tell you about cheryl's birthday we celebrated yesterday.
she got an oreo cake! [pictures later] and lol it was damn nice. ahha :D the white chocolate was those kind of eat-and-you-get-diabetes kind. sweeter than mr mac's rock candy bars i think. :O

and i got a new haircut! i finally got down to layering my hair so it won't look so horrid. and i confess to camwhoring at home. oops :x
hahah :D and i got nice pictures! sometimes, my camera has moodswings.
i shall use one as facebook profile pic, when my phone is un-grounded.
i want to go for scarlet ):
but i guess its too late now. the comments on it were good, it was dramatic! and fun! and compelling!

and i cant attend any concerts from now to EOYS. ytd i asked my mother abt B.E.A.T.S concert and the primary school choir concert next tues and i got scolded.
ah go to hell, eoys.

2008-08-19T22:31:00.007+08:00

HELLO WORLD :D

today is really really the best day of my life! or until now. :D

first, i would like to thank everyone that wished me:
rebekah, kaiqing, pinning, sean, wei han, dennis, delwyn, sher yin, amanda tan big, amanda tan small, ethel phang, ethel ching, zi yan, chiling, mel, cheryl tan, vera, yinnshan, mr mac, mei hui, lan xin, zhiting, lingxuan, liangxuan, yinglu, daddy, mummy..

and people who sang the song!
everyone in 303, mrs sandy tan, mdm seet and choir people! <3

and... presents and cards! [pictures, scroll down :]]
rebekah, mei hui, exco (and the large black cat :D), yinnshan, vera, audrey, cheryl tan, zhiting, lingxuan, daddy, mummy, yinglu, zhiyi, lingxuan and liangxuan..

AND CHOIR SEC THREES! :D
thank you so much for the olympick cake! haha rebekah says its to show my fighting spirit (or smthg liddat)

hahah omg thank you everyone for chipping in to give me this unexpected surprise! :D
i never expected it <3
XIE XIE NI MEN ;]

then we had cca and ms lim went through graz scoring with us. it was interesting to see where we went wrong in our songs. interesting!
and then we had selection of next year's asc.
jiayou all candidates! :D

and then i went to eat a simple meal.
then went i got home, there was another cake!
[inserts mum's whisperings: the golden one..]

and random shots of me doing stuff with the cake. lol!

pictures of presents!

(yes its my bed and i know i have a rather startling colour for bedsheets)

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more pictures!

melissa's (paper) mario, but actually MY mario (addie's and mine) given on election day :D

eek so cute! :D

and this is a really hilarious translation crap i saw outside some restaurant.

i shant say which :x

and the foods are sea-food is..

i'm sure -.-

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OKAY ITS CURRENTLY 11.10. 50 MINS OF MY BIRTHDAY LEFT.

but someone tells me your birthday is not over till you go to sleep :D

2008-08-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

hello! i'm back! :D i haven't blogged for one day and my hand feels itchy.
oops and i forgot to congratulate some ppl!
logistics jiahui and baoxian
and zitian! byte club president! :D

haha yes i so agree with krystal 207 is damn pro!
actually 206 is also pro. look at alicia and dileen :O
hahaha.

[ deletes ahem-ahem's unglam pictures (: ]

these few days have been boring.
today had a one hour long meeting (but half is playing and waiting) lol.
and physics SPA. i think i crapped up a lot.
i need pictures. who can satisfy my picture hunger pictue hunger.

TOMORROW; I TURN 15!

2008-08-17T00:40:00.001+08:00

i like blogger's new interface.
stress stress and more stress
its starting to pile in.
fun(:

2008-08-15T22:49:00.001+08:00

forgot to post these, koped from choonting's blog!
and..
CONGRATZ! chooni, secretary of byte club and linkai, vice pres of chinese dance!

2008-08-15T21:54:00.004+08:00

today we dissected the pig heart!

and nettie was there hacking away at it, oh look at her innocent face :D

elections! first i would like to say congratulations to the following ppl:
vice pres: yeujia
treasurer: amanda tan
secretary: mei hui
sec 4 level rep: seok ting
sec 3 level rep: wenjing
sec 2 level rep: cassmain
sec 1 level rep: liangxuan

choir comm 2008/9! :D <3
today was sec fours last prac ): all i can say is that.. you've been great role models for the past three years; teaching us how to sing and how to pitch properly.
thank you all for that you have done for us; the time you guys sacrificed to give us lunch prac and to train us.
we hope you've cherished the moments in NYC, and we hope to give back to the choir as much as you guys have. we love you! <3 section photo! :D

from third row, left: joyce, yvonne, sher yin, weiqing, rena, yunsee, yuanzhao, xin ning, cheryl
second row, left: me, meihui
first row, left: zhiting, suyun! our dearest section leaders! <3

2008-08-14T17:40:00.004+08:00

yinnshan has been worrying me! what she call me just to say mac knows the result (of course he does, they counted votes tgt right!!) and then she got me all nervous and scared. walao, tyvm. but she's worried too. and then she smsed me, " TWENTY THREE HOURS MORE! " and i thought.. what?? she's counting?? (actually i am too)
nevermind yinnshan i will share my nervousness with you.

yinnshan was really worried cos a particular someone didn't come to school today.

yj, get well soon! :D [hint hint]

and then as school is always noisy, audrey was at the back shouting, "obsessed with _____!" when i was trying to get presents for somebody -.- and i couldn't make proper selections. but in the end, i did. :D
wonder what the sec ones are doing they haven't smsed me yet about ______.
-___- secrecy sucks. nevermind, by end of tmr i can tell everyone whats happening. if i am not too depressed to do so.

303! YOU WON THE DEBATE! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS! THANK YOU AND JIAYOU FOR THE NEXT ROUND! ME LOVES YOU! <3

next round, when the deep gash on my arm heals and i no need to go appointment to remove glass shards anymore, i will come down and support you! love! <3
and also, the notion so our research team can know what to do :D
yaye! :D

2008-08-14T00:09:00.004+08:00

camwhore post!
it always boils down to this, dosent it?

marie and i with toys! (taken yesterday) monkey is vera's present and pink tofu is chooni's from marie. <3

i am diligently doing my work and nettie's evil hand comes into the picture

vera's present! RABBIT :D

err. this is meant to be a sick picture!! :D
~~CS stands for condom shop.~~
no no erase that. please buy our puppets! we make them in school and i sew until my hand got blister!

okay lets start off with the morning. everything was boring, every lesson was boring, as always. i wonder why i'm in a good class when my learning attitude is like that. anyways, we started sewing and marie and i managed to make like 14 at the end of the day! considerable feat! :D

and after that we spent the whole recess kind of sewing as well. very fun la, nevertheless. i love it. and after school we played badminton!

then meihui and i went to meet mr mac for generation NY article we were supposed to write.
we were met with.. abuse!

first, i wiped his friend's quadrapop score off from his phone and he snatched the phone back! ): [so i can't play anymore right!]

second, he called me a loser! haha indirectly. the paper was facing me and he wrote loser upside down and drew an arrow that pointed at me -.-

third, he cancelled my computer typed smiley and added gross smileys with straw hats and huge ears! ugh D:

fourth, he called himself JMCM. lol! :D

we have such amusing teachers. :D

2008-08-12T20:17:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU VERA LOO FOR YOUR PRESENTS!!
VERA CLEO LOO JING MIAN :D
I'M SURE RYAN WILL BE DAMN PROUD OF HIS LITTLE SISTER WHO IS THE KINDEST PERSON ON EARTH!! :D

lets get talking. :D
thanks to vera's presents, my day was much more optimistic and upbeat than yesterday. because vera knows me so well that she picked all the presents that were relevant to me. i'm childish so she gave me the cute monkey plushie. i'm stressed so she gave me the stress bread. lol! :D
thank you once again!! <3 (i owe you presents now)

then after that was lessons. same old boring stuff.
then choir! :D
this friday, we're performing, but before that campaigning.
(dont read if you dont want to)

um. i thought it was qute scary, at first. when i was walking up in front of the choir and stuff, but when i started talking i kind of warmed up and was relatively okay after that. i felt that this time my campaigning was not as good as last year's. last year the mood was really relaxed, and i felt as if i was having friendly chat with the choir, and they laughe along as well.

today, everything seemed really tensed. oh and sorry tzehui, for that joke, if it offended you in anyway, sorry! i was too nervous to think straight. and besides, my humour is getting lamer.

but good thing is, its over! and now we have to wait patiently to friday.

jiayou sheryin in your quest to be vice-president! :D

now moving on, today my mother confiscated my phone again -.- and when i finally managed to bring to school, chooni was fawning all over it! haha :D my phone brings me good luck i think i really love it.

and and and! did i tell you guys how disappointed i am with the tour agent.
I MISSED CHORAL EXCELLENCE BY ONE DAY!
its on the 6 dec and i leave for hokkaido on the 5 dec!! ahhh D:
what horrid timing is that.

oh and mummy tried to cheer me up;
mum: nevermind, eh next time i bring you to the travel agent, your ski coach is damn hot. cute, young handsome guy!
me: (thinks of someone) err. then what you do.
mum: shopping la!
me: (immediately abandons the thought of cute young handsome guy) I WANT TO SHOP!

haha seriously, i want to shop. its much funner than putting on some smelly skigear.
but on the other hand, if i dont treasure the chance i might not get another as global waming sets in. D: mother earth, get well soon! :D

that's all for today.
[still sticking to my sleep-before-12-policy]
zai jian! <3

thanks for adding colour to my life;

2008-08-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

oh and today i watched journey to the centre of the earth.
its nice. the boy called sean was very cute!! :D

i dont know where i saw him before!! argh! its killing me to remember. D:
which movie was it that he acted before.
I CANT REMEMBER D:

2008-08-10T23:23:00.001+08:00

today i tried to be smart and edit photo and look what it got me into:

THIS IS BAD QUALITY EDITS. CHOONTING THE PRO IS MUCH BETTER.

ms lim's birthday party!

on friday (8 Aug) , it was the connect singapore event!
it was really hot and everyone was just sweating, but still, meaningful. (side note: zhiting held hands with president nathan :D)

a lot of ppl i know pwned it so sad. was meaningful. until rebekah decided to drag me up on stage to sing ndp songs. luckily they stopped singing. lol! :D
so i didnt get to expose my horrible voice. wakakka!
here's a picture, taken against the too bright sun:

i'm glad its so dark cos i had an outbreak on thursday ):

marie and i acting pitiful! lol :D
look at shuren (right) and her evil eye staring at us.

after connect singapore, shuren noon szeyuan marie and i went to J8. but it was very crowded so we didnt get to do anything. which was kinda sad. we ate pepper lunch and went home.

later friday, i went to watch the mummy! (dad's request)
JET LI SO CUTE.
but he turned into this big CGI monster halfway through. sigh. ppl dont know how to use talent when they see it.

saturday. (9AUG)

happy national day!

quite boring, nothing much.

OH WAIT. GOT SOMETHING MUCH!

I GOT MY NEW PHONE! W980!
i absolutely love it!

its fabulous. and it has features of the sony ericsson's cool past phones all combined tgt!
the motion sensor and touch screen and 8 gig memory and not-so-good camera! <3

sunday. (10AUG)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRYSTAL!!

i cancelled tuition on the excuse that i'm tired! lol! :D
and then later went to meet sheryin to get back my money. then he gave me this very nice CD. :D
thank you(:

dedicate a (sentence in the) post to rebekah;
rebekah is pig! :D

err. yup. and i cant go section outing tmr omg. ):
i dont even see why i have to go my grandma house la walao. damn sad. D:

2008-08-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

*click*

Leave that light on for the next 2 hours. Or perhaps, even longer. That little bit of energy used up isn't anything much right? Not at all. But imagine when 50 million of these lights are turned and left on for the next 2 hours. How much energy would that take up? A considerable sum, wouldn't it?I suppose many of you have watched "L: Change the WorLd". What is said is not false. Earth, our very own planet, has lost her ability to self-heal since some 10 years ago, and from that point onwards, the state of the Earth would only be a downward curve. That would mean, the Earth would be beyond repair if we continue this way of life.And that's not all claims you know. Global warming has proved that its effects can be devastating. Be it an earthquake, tsunami, tornado, or even a fire hazard, we can slowly see or feel the effects of global warming. Feeling much hotter these days even when the fan or aircon is on? Global warming IS evident. The Northern Hemisphere is now hitting record high average yearly temperatures, and the weather patterns of our Earth are also being messed up."The Day after Tomorrow" tells us that the Earth froze the Northern Hemisphere in a bid to save herself from furthur damage. True. Ice ages in the past are what preserve and renew our resources on Earth. Clean water, fresh air, green forests, are all part of a cycle that is needed to be done to cleanse our Earth. But, what have we done? Have we delayed the impending Ice Age, or simply heated our Earth to such a degree that this Ice Age is no longer going to come?Think about it. How many of us would live to see the Earth 50 years from now? Can you imagine what kind of a state it would be in? Even if we all die, remember, we are simply part of a cycle of life that repeats every few 10000 years. Compared to this universe, we are simply insignificant.The Earth is going to die. Whether you believe me or not, you cannot deny the fact that the use of energy, or electricity, is causing damage to our Earth. Rather than speed up this process, why not prolong this damage (if it were to come) and live longer on this Earth to enjoy what we have around us? Start, by saving energy. Thats all.

*click*

and teachers, could also start, by giving us less homework so we won't overwork the poor lights!

pass this on to six or more friends and tag them so they will post it:
hmm, lets think.
1) rebekah
2) ethel ching
3) ethel p
4) mel
5) krystal
6) jiayuin
7) angie
8) dennis (lol post it back on your blog a second time!)

2008-08-09T20:55:00.001+08:00

i got a new phone!!
omg
i am so happy! it has all the features of my dream phone except camera not that good, but i dont usually take pics so its an ignorable flaw!! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THIS MODEL EXISTED UNTIL TODAY!

i feel like kissing it but it will leave gross marks.
nvm i shall hug it. :D

i am feeling merciful so i shall go help sean find 斗琴 scores.

2008-08-07T16:38:00.003+08:00

my com is irritating and it never fails to hang. my laptop. on the other hand, is a much better tool and helper.

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LETS START WITH PITCHING.
I AM OVERJOYED! :D

i can sing the A note anywhere! a bit sharp a bit flat. sometimes flat until its a sharp G flat. or sharp until its flat A sharp.
but still, at least its not something way off like a C. >< (which was what happened the other time i tried)
YAYE. i am reaching my goal this year of being a walking pitch fork. :D

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today i played badminton with choon ting, yi ying, wann qin, shu ren and marie!

it was really fun, and it stirred something in me.

i used to learn badminton at the SBA, and i can still remember how to play a decent game although my skills are kind of shit now as compared to last time.

my interest in badminton started with a backhand stroke. omg dont laugh. and this is the first time i'm telling the story to anyone so you might be the first to read it! :D

last time i was horrible at badminton. as in the cannot-hit-the-shuttle kind of standard. and then there was one time i was playing with wanjing and wanyu and MIRACULOUSLY i could hit backhand back to her.

then i pestered my mother until she let me take lessons. and now i'm fine. at least i can hit quite a number of rallies with another same-standard person. :D

thats my story whee! dont neglect the post below!! (looks down)
its about all the two fabulous RI concerts i went during the last two days. :D

2008-08-06T23:59:00.005+08:00

haven't been able to post for a long time!
sorry :/ monday had been chionging tuesday's due work. and yesterday and today night were used to watch RI concerts!

lets start with limelight (raffles' voices) ytd. its the first boys' choir concert i've been too and i feel a bit noob. but nevertheless it was nice!
that concert really cheered me up after i did badly for frigging humanities, and RJ chorale was entertaining, AND good.

oh and another thing i admired about rv was their superb choreography- really entertaining(:
and the sops were good. um. lets try not to say this in a derogatory way. the small (in size) boy was from rosyth! (though he's sec three too) ahh. how to describe.
the very good one la.

rosyth has talented ppl, in debates AND choir. :D

after concert i saw dennis (great solo!) and his harry potter looks and later, sher yin kept gushing on about dennis' pro singing and perfect pitch.

chaRIty concert! :D
saw lots of 601 ppl. was kinda SHOCKED when i saw weixuan hosting!
then the raffles voices small gep guy. and sher yin. and delwyn.
wahaha like class gathering liddat.

well, it started off a bit.. but after that it got better and the ending was awesome! haha jiayuin angie and i were shocked that it was about 3 hrs long? and i think tamacun was the best piece. (played by delwyn and his pro friend)
the raffles voices thing was very cool! my heart will go on was nice. :D
and the erhu person also. and maybe the karaoke guy. heehee
we saw loyee, sylvia and chongmin who were giving out veggies, teeheehee.

and angie and jiayuin agree that our new IH teacher looks (lots) like sheryin.

i'm really tired. bye!

2008-08-04T18:59:00.002+08:00

i shall not forget to post about our dear elmo's birthday.
today elmo got her elmo! and she attempted to bite off the eyes :x

we no dare touch the eyes, which is full of saliva! :D

marie the rabbit! happy birthday!
unlike chooni, i barely know you.
lets see.. i have sat beside you for a week! and i think you are very fun and sick, like me.
and um, you are sometimes disgusting. and being fellow leos, we are supposed to hate each other. but that isn't the case.

haha. joking aside;

marie is a really smart girl that helps everyone with her hmwk, and is a really good bio tutor! she is a big red fluffy elmo-bag of fun, love and laughter and never fails to put a smile on our faces :D mahwee, thank you for all that you have done for us! :D

here is a poem for you:

mahwee, elmo, marie.

look look and see see.

energetic as a flea.

plays with choonting and me.

i'm sure zhaochen can do much better but this will do for now. :D

pictures of chip dale and elmo!

ONE HAPPY FAMILY :D

2008-08-03T17:05:00.005+08:00

i cant stand christian bale cos he's so hot. :D
i wonder if two-faced harvey (the character) will appear in the next series of batman!

more photos! (by choonting.)

"sam's bag outshines her!" quoted from dale. thanks -.-

yes. then after the movie (which dale said was very dark- and i dont quite agree) i was still in shock that batman can be the "bad guy".

THIS IS NOT POSSIBLE AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. i feel sad. batman cannot be caught! he must use his super technology to send himself to voovoogaga island, where he will never be found.

then alfred the butler can send over hot babes and drinks and martini and batman will enjoy life until he dies. and gotham city will be ruined without a hero. wahahar. :D

then years later, a super nerd researcher found out about the crime free voovoogaga island and realised that the hero in that island was from his university! namely, bruce wayne.

so, he makes an overseas call to voovoogaga island.

nerd: hello? is that bruce wayne? batman?

batman: yes. why. (babe A squeals in the background. babe B giggles. dont think sick - they are playing volleyball and babe A missed the shot)

nerd: can you come back and restore order in gotham city? ohmygoodness, i can see a woman being robbed at the opposite street. please come back. gotham needs you. pretty pretty please.

batman: oh yeah right. they tried to arrest me like, 20 years ago.

nerd: twenty years?? (thinks: god, 20 years? batgrandpa perhaps.) *tries not to be rude* but you still can restore order and stuff like that right?

batman: oh no i can't. my super technology has run out and lucius fox has quit. so i am technology-less. without my technology i can't do anything.

nerd: i can create technology for you! i study in the gotham university for techies!

batman: how thick would the instruction manual be? and all the new science terms i need to go read up on?? generation gap, my son.

nerd: ...

batman: hello?

nerd: ... (sulks in silence)

batman: whatever.

-phone goes dead-

the nerd figured that batman probably wasn't coming back anymore. so he migrated to another country to further his studies.

soon after, batman grew old and lived to a ripe old age.
and soon after, the world, or rather, voovoogaga island, was engulfed in crime again.

the end.

i think i'm becoming more and more like vera!

which is quite bad. cos she's prince caspian and i am female.

haha :D thats all for today. i'm tired!

2008-07-31T18:37:00.005+08:00

the camwhore pictures!

marie and me! (elmo and chip)

this picture took really long to take, because chooni's phone is new!

the cutest picture of all! :D dale, elmo and chip!

the annoying green pen is by liting! wakaka!

chip dale elmo's gun. (used to shoot math)

playing at the computer lab!

i look disgusting in this photo, but nettie. is FOREVER CUTE.

jiali looks grown up. hoho shuren is grinning at jiali!

elmo and my austrian chocolates!

the girl behind is jiayuin! casper! :D

my day:

we changed seating arrangements, yes! and thanks to shuren (not being sarcastic here), jiali and her planned a scheme to make the class noisier, so she arranged everyone to sit with their friends. it worked immediately ohmygoodness. so effective! :D

[i'm sitting with dale and elmo! so can camwhore much much more hehehe.]

dale popped a balloon in class today! it was hilarious. everyone looked, including cute mdm seet.

we're getting a new IH teacher ):

now i know what mel feels when ms van dijk was moved out of her class. so sad!!

i dont want a slimmer, younger male teacher to teach me! i want the (wa.very hard to say this).

i want the more meaty, more mature, female van dijk to teach us!!! D:

but nevermind. lets hope he's not going to be nerd.

ms van dijk dont go................

AMC was tough.

i cant believe mr mac replied the email zhaochen and i sent him on british music! (thank you mr mac :D) he even spends time to check his nygh account in scotland. wow. so hardworking(:

but i think our teacher's day item is still screwed.

we haven't even rehearsed! and all i know is that i hope to be the girl with short skirt.

then i won't require any acting skills. hahaha jt dont come after me.....

okay need to chiong zuowen! :D

bye!

2008-07-29T23:07:00.004+08:00

chooni's on another hiatus ._.

today is ms lim's birthday party!! :D
it was real fun! (today shall have a long post, for a change.)

first we originally wanted ms lim to limbo into M301, but then chiling lifted the rope -.-
then after that she walked right into the room and saw the heart of candles we made her! :D so lovely and she was like, "oh!"
but later we found out that actually she kind of new because mr mac insisted she come for practice without a break. and ms lim knows mac can't be so heartless HAHA.

and she sat down on her chair. then she complained that her chair was very uncomfortable!
i cursed the old chair wakakaka!

and after that, was sec two's performance. it was good!
so sweet <3 haha and ms lim was like, "i'm so embarassed!" *face turns red*

then after was our performance! we made her walk around the whole of M301 just to find the new pink chair as a present, which later i carried to the centre of the room. so fun :D
"i need a cushion!"
"sit on the turtle!"

:DD

then we ate, i liked the fried chicken! woots so nice.
then later we had sec four's performance. only chiling, mel, suyun, ruimin and jane performed. corinne may's happy birthday. and ms lim was touched. <3

sigh. i'm missing the party already! so fun!! ):

chipdaleandelmocamwhoredtoday. (pictures tmr) interclass debate discussions are thought provoking and fun! :l watch out for my pic post tmr! :D meanwhile, 3 pics!

me aka. chip!

playing with my hair and beautiful marie aka. elmo in front.
i'm ALWAYS playing with my hair.

2008-07-28T22:47:00.001+08:00

O_O
i just called everyone to make sure everything is going well for tmr.
sec threes, fours, twos and ones.

seems everything's fine.

maybe i should go revise for my quiz now.

pray something dosen't go terribly wrong tmr.
please.

2008-07-28T12:32:00.002+08:00

this is so boring. i'm sitting at home and doing nothing! D:

chiaki dosent have pimples.
omg what am i doing.

2008-07-28T10:36:00.001+08:00

ohmygod. my mother wants me to go for blood tests from her friend because she thinks that i have a problem. she thinks i'm anaemic. i dont think there's anything wrong with me and no i am NOT dying.

i still have a nice life blooming ahead, filled with aspiration and dream.

2008-07-28T09:05:00.002+08:00

being sick is no joke. i feel down and feverish. and i'm sitting here and trying to write an article for generation NY.

its tough, but i'll pull through.

first, let me get some chocolate.

2008-07-27T20:49:00.001+08:00

oh my gosh i cant believe i'm down with fever and slight flu.
should have paid more attention on saturday when i went to chooni's house and she said, "sam you feel a little warm."

okay, tmr's cross country is definitely screwed.

eek. luckily, my voice not affected.
well, more about my day.

zhiting is buying the ikea chair!! and i thank her so much for that. :D
and i'm still finding someone to go with me to RI choir concert cos i'm not sitting next to ethel ching, amanda tan they all.
):

stupid me who ask me buy so late. and my mum keeps thinking its this tuesday when its next tuesday. bwahaha. :D and she threaten me: "do your math quiz properly or else i will ground you then you cannot go RI concert then you call ____ to tell him you cancel the order then he will be very angry..."
i will do my math quiz properly, cos i need it to pull everything up. i am positive i failed my math test. sheeh. :/

2008-07-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

wah! managed to come home one minute before 12!! i better post first.

i just watched the x files. its really morbid. and about illegal organ transplant, which reminds me of the essay i need to do for chinese. but i still think that the idea of a human frankenstein actually can work, if the tools used are appropriate, reasons are valid and doctors are skilled. but of course, any appropriate reason to do something will eventually get taken advantage of and manipulated into something bad. sort of like plastic surgery. its main aim is to help disfigured people face life better, but now almost everyone is talking about it. "oh i want a higher nose", "hey give me double eyelids".

oh well. eek! i realise i have no idea about the controversies abt organ transplant. but my dad will fill me in on it later, i'll ask him. :D

yesterday during choir we discussed ms lim's birthday party! oh i'm so excited! :D
i cant wait for next tuesday.
oh and i wonder who's getting the chair and the beanybag thing.

2008-07-25T17:18:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU MEIHUI FOR THE CHOCOLATES! THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS!!! :D

2008-07-25T00:05:00.001+08:00

even mel thinks mario is cute! (look at dp)
sorry chiling for destroying your perfect image of super mario!
WAKAKA :D

2008-07-24T15:39:00.011+08:00

YEAH EXAMS ARE OVER!! :D
shall slack one day before continuing to mug for my end of years.

just kidding.

i'm watching a cute jap drama <3 nodame cantabile
i think its a kinda short drama serial, real cute!
the chief violinist is like the guy in sky of love. cos he has blondish white hair too. hahaha :D

my day.
today was chem paper and bsp.
bsp was tough la omg. i wrote till my wrist almost broke. my gosh.
chem was okay. i have a bad feeling about it tough. but it wasn't as hard as physics and math. which were totally killers.
and then IH, i think i got my format wrong oops. but still, i think -no i hope- i wont fail.
and still right. LA! i was very tired while doing it. i slept late the previous night. physics was AFTER language arts which made me super tired but i had to perservere and finish the paper. my goodness. my lenses and reflection and refraction totally die. nevermind. try try try again.

then after that had to chiong chiong to get the number tags cos shuren forgot to take during recess -.-

ohmygoose almost forgot! tag replies.
wah a lot eh.
nevermind i shall go reply on their blogs. hahah :D

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graz pictures! :D
koped from adeline and chrissy but never mind haha.
i shall try to upload my own later? yeah! :D

vicky and sandra, our guides on the graz trip.

yeujia at the airport! :D

haah whats wrong with yeujia's mouth! lol :D

the guy holding the singapore flag! oh lol addie think's he's cute!!

stadhalle :D

the open air choir stage!

I LOVE THIS PIC! BELOVED SEC THREE!

thank you vicki and sandra for making this for us! <3

haah the guy.

the band! (performing on the streets before choir parade)

chrissie thinks this waiter is cute lol!

taken at the singapore airport!

my third eye looking at mariooooo :D

at the dubai airport- cute guy we took with, sadly he's only on paper.

world choir games banner outside stadhalle

our competition venue! lovely acousticssss :D

some guy sitting outside the window omg. omg.

MARIOOOOO! OMG MARIOOOOO :D

addie!

champions concert!

2008-07-22T15:20:00.001+08:00

i am so pissed with my computer.
it cant even load gmail properly
someone send me mario's pic pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-07-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

IH i didnt know what i was doing.
lang arts.. what was the poem saying??
physics. just a killer.

oh gosh. dont ask.

2008-07-19T10:07:00.002+08:00

the trip was a great success! thanks to everyone(:

IM SO HAPPY WE GOT GOLD IN FINALS!
i'm glad we have achieved what we set out to achieve; no matter how far fetched it might have seemed at first.

and throughout this trip, we really should thank ms lim <3 not only for her ice cream!

and mrs tan and ms goh, who helped look after the sick ppl; like me ):

last but not least, MR MAC!
who shouted his voice hoarse during the trip just to keep us in order.

<3

i'm jetlagging.
gotta mug liao.
pictures later.
bye

2008-07-12T02:34:00.002+08:00

WE GOT INTO FINALS°
OMG YAY°^^

i´m blogging from austria graz hotel.
cos i have been sick with diaarhea and so is ethel. ethel has fever.
the rest of the choir went to eat kebab! and later we need to eat porridge cos we are frigging sick Ö

haha emoticon! Ö
german keyboards are cute Ü
omg LOL:
Ü

we took plenty of nice pics.
ethel is worried mac will come back anytime. shiz. im going back now.

2008-07-07T17:26:00.005+08:00

i'm flying off today! finally this 7 july has arrived.
today we had exco lunch! :D

chiling was saying mel, leny and i dress matured! haha i dont think so! :D it makes us look old.
woots i can totally pass off for a 21 year old!
lol samantha stop dreaming.

we went to pastamania in J8 to eat. and i saw grace from 308 and delwyn. :D
so coincidental. and both of them thought i was supposed to be at the airport -.-
jiayou delwyn for your concert this sunday(:

it was really funny when we bought an ice cream tub for leny!
we wanted to light the candle and bring the thing in and surprise leny. but halfway, the candle blew out! and we were already halfway through the restaurant. leny was already suspecting why ethel, mel and i were taking so long to go toilet.

and then leny almost turned! O.O
and chiling quickly turned leny's attention back to the periodic table.
chiling burst out laughing when she was asking leny what's tested for blocks! :D
HAHHAHA SO HILARIOUS.

but anyway later we hurriedly got the candle lit and sang leny a birthday song!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENY! :D

after finishing the whole tub of ice cream, we sat down and talked. about lots of stuff. mostly about the school management and how efficient it was. and we also talked about a really nice teacher. that we ALL liked :D and we talked about a friend that had lots of news. and ethel kept us informed. :D hahah. already very coded liao.

then we went to scout around for hairclips. we didnt find any :/ so i guess i ahve to make do with the ones i have at home, gahhh! D:
we bought ms lim a hand massage thingy! damn cute :D
but the price not very cute.

okay. need to go eat dinner now. will try to blog in graz!
till then :D

GRAZ, HERE WE COME!

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pictures, as promised:
(uploaded selectively, cos i took about a hundred that day. too see full album. go class blog! http://3032008.blogspot.com)

2008-07-07T16:20:00.003+08:00

2008-07-06T18:12:00.000+08:00

meaningful convo cheryl and i had.

we can do it NYC <3

2008-07-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

2 DAYS!!
i really want to go!

workshop was fruitful.
need to work on my posture.

hmm okay. byebye!
will blog more abt ydff!
IT WAS AWESOMEEEE
THANKS 303 I LOVE YOU GUYS! <3

2008-07-03T22:27:00.001+08:00

tmr youth day funfair!
YEAH YEAH YEAH!

2008-07-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

madame butterfly; be intrigued.

the death of a beauty; O so sweet.

2008-07-02T12:11:00.002+08:00

You're never alone, I'm always near,When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,I'm always here for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm at,It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,I'm here to be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,for you I will be there.
So never think you are a burden,when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,a good friend could be the right touch.
You're never alone, I'm always here,through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

or rather, in this case, in modern-context-- stressed.
dont be! enjoy your youthday funfair laaaa :D

2008-07-02T00:11:00.002+08:00

i believe we can, nychoir and we can.
5 days!
jiayou!! :D

love you guys.

we have improved, and i really hope we just keep moving up. no more dramatic slides or anything. we'll work this out.
we can only succeed, there is no room for failures.
we have that one chance. so treasure it.

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i am writing a poem can you believe it!
in chinese somemore. i was never the literary type. Zzzz ):
but its better to write a 100 word poem than a 2500 word essay. esp when its 12.30 am in the morning and i have to go to school like 5 hours later.
omg! i still have to do shiftings for funfair!! D:

its so late le.
and then still got bsp script haven't done.
and my hmwk is not exactly completed yet.
i'm screwed. focus sam, focus.

tag replies!
dennis; hello, good to see you're back! :D
moon; linlaoshi had no expression! HAHAHA. maybe she expected it from naughty naughty noon!
vera; lol. laughing at your fringe.
loyee; after today's prac, somehow, the burden in my heart is starting to vanish. :D

2008-06-30T18:41:00.003+08:00

i guess i am such an idiot.
for hmm. lets see, 6 months, i think i've been living in a world of my own and stuck in this suffocating mess.
i should really try to stop being such a pain.
samantha shall try to be back to normal again. like last year july.
its horrifying to see how much i've changed in one year.
and i'm sure others can see that too.

CONGRATS SYLVIA; AV PRES 2009!

oh gosh.
i hate to see how stressed people are over stuff cos it only serves to remind me of the sorry state we are in.
sad to say, its just student life, and we must pull through!!! D:

really really. i dont want to see anyone stressed.
and i know there are so many people out there who have it harder than i do.

&a true friend is the one i call, late at night, crying. and he dosen't hang up on me.

2008-06-30T09:55:00.002+08:00

we're supposedly writing chinese compo.
and guess what? noon went to my blog.

music started blaring.
class: ORH HORRR.
click five: "she's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing.."
noon: *blushes*
me: OMG IS THAT MY BLOG?!

haha damn funny!:D
i didnt know my blog was such a hit that ppl have to risk looking in lesson.
haha its damn hilarious :DDDDD

yaye :D

2008-06-28T18:36:00.005+08:00

everyone's geared up for funfair!!
all the documents are coming in. great to see that :D

6 days to funfair.
9 days to graz.
i love the adrenaline rush.
it feels good.

graz people, dont give up. NEVER GIVE UP.
perservere and you increase your chances of winning.
give up and everything is lost.

we must go to graz with the confidence that we'll be able to do well. and trust that everyone in the graz group cares about this competition as much as you do. if everyone puts in a bit of effort, combined, it would be presentable. if everyone puts in their 200% worth, combined, it would be fantastic.
we've got 9 days left. lets work a miracle.
together; we can do this.

miss lim; dont leave us. we're nothing without you.
get a good rest, health first. (:

2008-06-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

my eyes hurt! yesterday slept too late.

today's prac was enjoyable; plenty of fun and laughter. but we stil have a long way to go so jiayou ba!! :D
and mac breathed his disgusting squid breath over mel and i. we were covering our noses with our scores cos it really does stink.
and jane ningjia and i got semi-scolded for ___________________. (cannot say!)
then he said in a smug tone that he was going to be my father for ten days.

geez im going crazy.
the patch of the skin.
still raw and bleeding

and i keep keep bleeding; keep keep bleeding in love.

2008-06-26T12:31:00.001+08:00

at com lab now. listening to staccatoed music. donno why when i close the webpage the music still goes on. so lag.

anw. need to plan ydff stuff. didnt come here for nothing.

2008-06-25T18:54:00.002+08:00

OMG. vera just sent me a pic of me stalking ben.
waa i think she very free lor. still got time to photoshop. but it looks quite cute lols :D

mr mac, give vera more history homework to occupy her time so she wont kop and photoshop photos of me le ):

2008-06-25T18:43:00.003+08:00

oh god i hate basketball.
my hand is mutilated because of it. D:
and the bsp outing is basketball?!lol no way. NO WAY.

angie dont be sad! D:
it will be over. my mother also always keep strict tabs on me. dont worry kay?(:
stay happy lol.

yesterday we had choir and briefing.

i think we're really at our wits' end. everyone must work hard together! whats the point of some ppl wanting and others not. well, maybe you're trying but what abt the rest around you? encourage each other and we'll pull through this tgt <3

today was an uneventful day. the typical boring school life. and meeting. and mac semi-scolding me for not bringing my phone to school and thus missed the recess meeting. gah sorry :/ and sorry for abandoning jiangyin halfway through the meeting the non-existent chinese teacher, because i had to do some choir stuffs during lunch. AHH BISH.

my life is in a mess. and i got back a few not-so-good bio ws. i plan to start afresh this term. but with the horrible past hounding me how can i start afresh ><
kay from now on i shall take every single work with care.
grammar prob.

but anw, its great that i've managed to keep from eating in class for the first three days of school. :D

2008-06-23T18:40:00.002+08:00

today is the first day of school zomg zomg! :x
haha :D it was funnn. love my new blog song.

mostly, i couldnt wait to see my friends for some harmless guy gossip.
"harmless". LOL!
then marie gave chooni and i shirt! (its one shirt each, not two ppl share one shirt ha ha.)
i love NY.
THANK YOU MARIE <3

and during break, she fascinated us with the dirty dancing in new york and how the ppl "stick close to one another". quote quote: "damn dirty la, just like in the movies".
then i asked what is dirty dancing cos innocent sam has no clue.

marie, "uh. like the TV one lor."
i didn't respond cos i don't watch that kind of things. hmm.
maybe i should step up of my "love-jay-chou-and-madarin-pop" comfort zone and start watching :D

then it was chinese! the teacher was talking something about hps and she gave us souvenirs she bought from beijing!
THANK YOU LINLAOSHI!!
but she gave us remedial tmr. sorry i cant attend. i've got choir!!
graz no.1 :D

then we made this list of dance hits.
all the way from tchiakovsky (?!) [the nutcracker] to usher and beyonce [love in this club].
then we force marie to load in her phone so tmr we can party.
hahaha :D

i love the first day of school! :D

2008-06-23T07:47:00.001+08:00

the dead blog.
no fair everyone's having so much fun in poland and this is the first week of school.
bleh.
first day.

2008-06-22T08:23:00.002+08:00

(many days ago)
i apologise i havent been blogging
i watched get smart! its good, though some parts can a bit lame. a bit only la. :D

yup, but everyone should watch! so funny can :DD
and anne hathaway is so pretty! so chio :D

and finally school's reopening tmr. yay. but then all the stress comes again.
in no time july 7 will be here. cant wait!! <3

2008-06-19T23:10:00.001+08:00

today's choir was fun! :D
not suffocating; anymore.

at least we were quite happy at the end. go choir, see i knew we could drag ourselves out of this depression. depression? Ha ha.
anyway, we shall keep it up!
FIGHT TO VERY END.
which is in 18 days time. its sooooo close. kyle; 18.

we're going to graz in a little over than 4 days. which means less time to revise. but still, graz first. studies, one half. jay chou second.
right now graz is priority.
GO CHOIR :D
love love love!

haha. okay anyway.

2008-06-18T04:03:00.000+08:00

ethel and i are awake cos we have some important stuff to settle!
for a moment i thought she slept.
cos i cant wake up at 4am either, without my alarms.
i set it at 3.55, 3.57, 3.59 and 4.00
woke up at the 3.59 one. Zzzz. i feel like sleeping somemoreeeee D:

okay lets get this settled by 5.
bye :D

2008-06-16T17:03:00.002+08:00

its bad, but we must rise up and meet our challenges.
today i found out i haven't been missing much, after cheryl had told me few days ago abt the key points that ms lim pointed out in the scores. but there were still details missing, nevertheless, so thank you suyun for staying back to help us point out the mistakes :D

its all talk and no work, so maybe now we should just shut up and start improving.

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something more lighthearted?

when my mother went to fetch my father, she left the house in such a hurry that i didn't even know what was going on. so i bo chap, and went to do my work.
then suddenly my mother called the house phone up and she was near hysterical.
mom: WHAT IS YOUR HANDPHONE NUMBER?! QUICK TELL ME YUOR HANDPHONE NUMBER??
me: huh! um. 8***2127!
mom: OH.
me: what!! (panicking as well)
mom: oh cheh, cos just now i called 8***2177 and a man keep picking up.

egad. that was so lame -.-
haha i cant believe my mum dosen't store my number in her phonebook.
:D

2008-06-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

my family matters are finally over.
___________________.
back to choir

HOORAYE :D

2008-06-13T18:07:00.001+08:00

hello vera. im not over ben barnes yet.
i just got a stack of his poker cards how can i be over ben barnes so fast??

he's the hottest prince EVER! :D

i just dedicated the whole post to you vera. be proud!

[edited]
i'm gonna write here cos i dont wanna waste my post display writing short posts.
okay i gtg.
how lame.
bye

2008-06-13T00:52:00.002+08:00

ZOMG I WATCHED THE INCREDIBLE HULK.
it was awesomeeeee (:
loved it!

and guess why. cos of edward norton's great acting! i absolutely love his acting. its undescribably good. <3 and can really feel the sad parts, though most of the time he is the green bulky thing.
his american history x was good too, except ms van dijk censored some scenes. hehe.

:D

loves edward norton, the good actor.

who wants tution come look for me k?
um. im not the one doing the tuition (obviously. in fact, i need
tuition)
my friend's doing. yep. so if you interested call me :D
or rather, sms. if you dont know me, email? (address under profile)

im really tired. need to sleep. bye world.

2008-06-12T17:25:00.001+08:00

haha ytd was totally bad mood.
but anyway i was thinking as i was sleeping that tight deadlines could be good as well, cos after all, we have to learn to work under stress!
eek yeujia haven't sent me the A1s parts yet. YJ!! ):

blub blub.
bsp camp blog!
http://simply-incomparable.blogspot.com

无与伦比！:D

2008-06-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

feel like ranting more.

well i'll tell u the thing thats zapping all my energy is grad mag.
20 plus days to do grad mag?
no its not anybody's fault.
but just venting my stress here.
trying not to use the word anger.

its just schoolwork and stuff thats overwhelming me, choking the life out of me.

okay enough.
i'll go send some more bloody emails.
better be doing some more constructive
than to rant here when nobody fuc*ing reads.

2008-06-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

its damn annoying.
annoying.
essay and all that rubbish.

and i think im bursting right now.
see how short my posts have become.
like my temper.

2008-06-10T16:41:00.001+08:00

im pissed with facebook.
always takes so long to load.

oh and think i have a problem. somehow, i seem to lose control these few days. and i cant even pour a glass of water properly. sigh.
nono im not mental. i think im worrying too much! D:

anyways. i'm sick again. with sore throat.
i better make sure i get well by next week.
and its like. i always fall sick before major events.
graz is frighteningly close and i fall sick.
a week before the concert i got laryngitis.

argh.

facebook is taking so long to load i cant upload my concert pics! and its been agessss D:

i shall smile more. :D
bye.

2008-06-08T23:13:00.001+08:00

ytd was my parents' class gathering and we were invited to some awesome house.
really awesome and rrettrrrroooo <3

the house was so country-like. hehe. and inside very dark.nvm but still nice :D

listening to "jenny" now. one of my old favouites.
but i still think simple plan nicer.

blah. okay i better go do math now.byee

2008-06-07T16:50:00.002+08:00

hello blog im bored, once again.
i just finished a whole stack of chem assessment and my head's spinning from acids and bases. somehow i still cant seem to get the topic. sad sia.

i miss choir! family matters is keeping me away from you :O
by end of next week everything will be over.
eh damn. i just realised that our holidays end next next week. zomg its so fast i cant believe it. holiday time is mugging time ):

got so many things to do:
like for one, i need to worry about the funfair cos its been ages and nobody has actually sent me a proper outline of what they are doing. except cynthia linkai and yeujia. do ARGH!! D:
hey. i realised its not nobody. its everybody but the publicity comm. hmph.
shaoting, waitiem, priscilla, where are you?!?!?!
- seriously im damn worried. worried that its like too ambitious. zomg.

and i really hope everything will go well. for now right, i am like nothing to do for food and funfair. but i do need to ask mrs tan somethings about the preparation and i need to do duty roster for shifts and i need to allocate whose acting as what on that day and i need to write out whose buying what so we know whos responsible for bringing what and i also need to check out with mrs tan to see which day we can go to the toilet and start setting up. *BREATHES* also, whether we can wear class tee on that day and if we wear class tee im afraid of dirtying it. zzzzz ):
im overworking myself! but yet i dont feel very overworked lol. need to get more involved.
oh and choir! grad mag grad mag i still got grad mag to worry about!!

its stressful, no doubt. but in the end i guess it pays off?

yesterday, i decided to ignore my guilty conscience (which was telling me to go home and mug) and watched kung fu panda. eh damn cute! :D
jack black's voice is so suited for the role. he even looks like a panda in real life! haha
and i mixed up. i thought angelina jolie was the snake. so i was like, "eh why her voice got asian qiang.." then i realised it was lucy liu. D:
i'm so blur!

and since we're at movies, i didnt know ben barnes acted in stardust as well. i was quite shocked. cos he looked so different. and in narnia he developed that sexy caspian-accent. i am shot through the heart by a cupid's arrow. <3

and finally, 601 band. sad to say we dont have any progress yet. apart from me struggling to try to remember all the tunes of the english songs. as in the ratio of english to chinese songs are like 13:2 zzz. and guess what the two chinese songs are? 为你写诗 and 天使.

and fyi i hate 天使. i think its too repetitive and somehow i think its a little irritating. (sheesh i think im in a really bad mood today.) i'll let it all out here then. and i think 为你写诗 is too corny! to be honest the MV flat sucks. a guy learning to play piano and in the end play that no-link tune in the middle of the song is totally "awesome". maybe the piano part could be changed to fit more into the song. the first time i heard it i was like, "what the hell is this piano thing doing here." cos it didnt link. and it sounded weird, being used in that context.

but having said that, kenji is a good artiste no doubt about that, and so is mayday. its just that two songs- and my irritated mood today.
and sorry to kenji and mayday fans (reb). im just kinda angry right now. hope you understand..

hmm, constructive feedback! :D
eh. maybe some chinese pop like..
什么东西: kenji
疯狂世界: mayday
结果咧: da mouth

lol i dont know :D

but recently i think liu li yang's songs are really nice. like "我就是这样" and her duet with arron, ti amo. her voice very nice! and her high notes are not airy :D
and other nice songs currently:
林宥嘉's 神秘嘉宾 and his 传说 duet. awesome!
小鬼's 鬼混 is fantastic too!

and somehow, xiaogui's voice changes in this song. the warm sound that he had in 爱的主旋律 is totally gone, replaced by this hip, young-sounding, not-airy voice.
yesterday i went to vivo and i bought his book. its great! though i find xiaogui suddenly becomes quite morbid and starts using cheem chinese words in his book (or is my standard of chinese dropping, hmm).

then there are pics whereby the monster bites the person's head and blood splashing out everywhere? and ghosts coming out from white empty sockets.
what happened to the innocence xiaogui potrayed in his first book? D:
in the first book he wrote mostly, his life story, his relationship with show and yu le bai fen bai. hmm. maybe i didnt know xiaogui well enough then.

show's book is nice too, i cant wait for the second one to come out, if he's gonna come out with one more (i hope so!) if you want my review on "SHOW ON STAGE", you can go dig up my archives hehe. :D

and simple plan's "your love is a lie" is NICEEE :D kelly must be proud. her simple plan :D
blub. my blog post suddenly so long. byee! :D

2008-06-05T18:29:00.003+08:00

pictures of our grp's kaleidoscope competition! :D

"magician tay" (jiayuin) examining katherine's specs

giant apple lol.. what is zhaochen looking at?!

Q and A session

cool laser reflections through a rubber hose!

befuddled at the script

skit!

the organiser/emcee/wdv talking to us

"good morning everyone [dahhhlings]..."

refraction! somehow the chopstick dosent look very bent. hmm.

yaye :D happy memories <3

2008-06-04T17:23:00.001+08:00

wola i love this pic! thanks to the bom-mer (?) who made it so nice.

try to spot me with my short hair :D

pretty pic <3

2008-06-04T16:54:00.002+08:00

in my hurry to post i forgot i neglected all my taggers! im sorry!
(and some tags are abt the arena which was ages ago. but i'll still reply them :D)

yeepo- yes kk seet put fake eyelashes and also eyeliner and cos i was sitting so close i could see all the lines on his face. hahaa, foundation has its limitations too :D

ethelp- i see why.. but just because you are separated from ___ for a few days dosent mean you will dieeee!~ 振作起来!!

krystal- oops. but very few ppl read my blog (i think) so its okay. (covering up for my mistake heh.) and i donno tht he was green power ranger! cos i grew up on teletubbies and dr. seuss, not power rangers :D

moon- sorry la, i had no choice, my blog was gonna die and i couldn't fake the dates of my post lol. and too bad everyone stopped fantasizing over d already. and even chooni thinks he's not cute. (i hope he dosent read this or i think he will feel sad. cheer up d!)

sheryin- huh! who?!

jiayuin- omg we got first prize :D unexpeccted. vs shld have gotten it ):

mel- now you're linked :D

pinning- miss u too! i wanna find everybody;s blogs, then can keep in touch <3 love bsp camp!

krystal- physics kaleidoscope. haha, we won liao.

prince caspian(vera)- i accept you are pro cos I LOVE YOU :D

waa. finally finished replying everyone's tags.
dont leave until you tagg!

2008-06-04T15:50:00.002+08:00

i havent blogged in a few billion light years!
cos i cant find excuses to go on the internet zzz ):

but now i have the chance too hehe :D

yaye we won kaleidoscope. ri got second. but at least we won ri in smthg. they totally pwned us for arena, debate competition and quiz.
okay nvm.

but seriously i think victoria shld have gotten the prize eh. i mean they were so much better, in my opinion. they made ppl laugh, they had cheemer theories and they explained the cheem theories just as well too. hmm. zc was saying smthg abt political manipulation in the car. lols and i kinda agree.

anw. the prize was mini speakers and my father koped it so he could watch his tai chi videos -.- no more blasting jay chou in the house he says. oh wells.
jay chou get well soon! WE LOVE YOU :D

vera is amusing.
she pretends to be prince caspian. and she always makes me smile. haha :D (i koped that sentence from mr mac)
:DDDD

veraPLAYING says:
im toking old fashioned today
whoppee
i mean i am most happy to do so

samantha says:
lols whoppee isnt very old fashioned
haha

veraPLAYING says:
thou shall not stop me frm doing so

samantha says:
why cant i

veraPLAYING says:
cos thou is not good at influencing big important ppl
thy is better

samantha says:
YES I AGREE
n you know why?

veraPLAYING says:
oh

samantha says:
cos i have fallen in love with you prince caspian

veraPLAYING says:
ooops

haha then she was shocked and i dao-ed her cos i needed to do physics assessment. gosh my tution teacher is like coming in 1 hour ><
help!! i need a secret physics tutor to tutor me with my physics tutor's work.

someone asks me how i know cedric.
i dont! i just know his ___ reputation haha.

need to chiong hmwk. all teachers use the word "holidays" as an excuse to give us lots of hmwk. bleh x( i havent finished yet. and still got revision. and i need to all revise finish by this holiday, need to finish revision before i go to graz so i can compete in peace. go ny choir! <3

2008-06-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

today is totally fun!
i spent the whole day with zhaochen and jiayuin preparing for tmr's competition. Zzz we're really unprepared. haha and i think they traumatised my friend on msn :/ by saying his english sucks and wdv. lol! way to go peeps(:

basically from the period of 2-5 we were wasting time karaoke-ing in my small study room. and i love it! singing rocks lalala.
and then we panicked cos we realised that it wasn't early anymore. and so we chionged through everything and did a rehearsal. hoho i realised it was 7 so i suggested we go for dinner.

then things started getting out of hand.

mummy brought us to a posh restaurant and zc was shocked. she asked me, "which cutlery to use huh?" and i was like, use the most outside one. and she was saying:" eh i not used to eating this type of food eh."
jiayuin also looked at the menu and didnt know what to order.

then we went crazy over the script. "good morning professors and darlings! let there be light."
"potter and weasley go back to your rooms right now!, malfoy, come to my dungeon, we're gonna have some fun" ahah snape said that. dont think sick!! (although it is) hahha okay think sick.

then we made fun of the fish eggs and cod liver oil.
which is damn damn gross. and nobody ate the fish.
and in the end everybody came and koped my steak. so i was left with the cod fish. haiiyo you ppl arh! :D

and we went home damn late. and i need to pack tmr's bag.
byee :D

2008-06-01T16:33:00.001+08:00

zhaochen listens to pavarotti
zhaochen drools
onto my physics textbook.

it smells like strawberry.

2008-05-29T20:47:00.001+08:00

just back from bsp camp! zomg it was a blast!! :D
last night we had around 40 mins of non-stop "disco" dancing and dance battles, just like stepup2 and tuneless screaming and singing .. everyone was just so high :D given a chance I wld definitely go again. dance <3

now all my muscles are aching like shiz cos ytd was spent on dance rehearsal after rehearsal cos I had two dance items ):
tiredd but fun!:D
.. but in the end only the wuniang dance was successful(:
three cheers to the nycd dancers that choreographed it! loves <3

bsp bsp camp!! <3
无与伦比 i love you and jaychou! :D
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workshop was ):
i think we better buck up.
we've got less than 50 days left.
who will help a choir that dosen't help itself?

2008-05-25T23:32:00.002+08:00

today is sunday! FINALLY :D

i find myself so addicted to english songs. i like its my life by bon jovi and your love's just a lie by simple plan. very got style aha :D
and somehow i dont like female pop singers except for a few. like chinese pop singers i dont mind. but i find eng pop singers their voices very.. i donno.. not to my liking haha. just personal taste i guess.
so once i hear a female eng song, i'll immediately switch channel. and david cook's always be my baby is nice! i like his low voice! :D
though i stil think jay chou is hotter! <3 ;

there's choir tmr i cant wait :D i feel as if i haven't practiced for a long time though ive been singing everyday. prob miss the feeling of singing as a choir! <3
i miss concert.

bsp camp is in two days! i cant wait. this year i'm gonna be able to escape lots of times from a hell that's called home.
it all adds up to almost a month. geez i cant wait.
i cant wait to see valencia again! :D wonder how much she's changed from p6!! <3

tag replies!
mel: now im not! :D ive cheered considerably.
xinning: yup i update almost every day, but sometimes it gets stuck in drafts hehe :D
jiayuin&angie: omg pls your love for d didn't even last a week! whats with the guy hopping trend. haha to me, d is just a friend.
noon: yay i just posted didn't i?
krystal: yes whats happening to the world (at that point of time) :/ but its all resolved now since two particular ppl *ahem* have stopped fantasizing over d already. HAHAH :D

2008-05-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

lol today i went for the arena.
sadly, we lost to RI.
but save that for later (i will give you spoilers)

now, i will talk more about my boring day today.
i had to wake up like normal school time to do ushering. i stood there for three hours!! D:
my legs were aching and i couldn't sit down cos the nearest bench was too far away (ppl will notice im slacking) and i couldnt sit on the railing cos ppl from ground floor will see my big butt sticking out. i might fall down and die. or maybe not, cos my butt will stick to the birdshit on the rails. which really speaks WELL of the hygiene standards in our school.

you know what. maybe we should just put a huge bird net over singapore and only import edible birds. haha my duck rice <3
ptm was horrible, my comments weren't good cos i wasnt good anyway. i must buck up. serious.

oh and i can go graz!~ lalala :D

okay i know you're dying to know. arena.
yeah we lost. damn sad cos RI debaters totally own. but still, claps and three cheers to NETTIE EEWEI JESSICA and NATALEE :D
go nanyang :D
and happy birthday noon!! :D zzz you didnt tell me ):
yep. and i was actually quite surprised to see rosyth ppl.
like nicholas was from rosyth and adil, also rosyth, was top scorer for our year (2005), if anyone remembers. but i thought shuren told me the whole RI team was from rosyth? issit.donno eh.must ask someone more kaypoh.
haha rosyth has good debaters.

and we were sitting almost beside KK seet ><
i cant tell you how g** he was. and he really put eyeliner zomg. no comment.
i think he put mascara. his lashes were so long.

oh and like angie said, JASON CHAN IS CUTE :D
haha i didn't know he was the green power ranger!!
must dig out all the old CDs and watch again and again lols.
dont know if my cousin still watches.

but i think power rangers a bit out of date, haha :D nvm shall still watch in private.
shhhh.

2008-05-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

sabbaticals ended today ):
aww i think i'll really miss hip hop dancing in the mornings and watching movie after movie in th afternoon. sabbaticals come backkkk D:

this is the first time i truly enjoyed sabbaticals ho :D
cos i chose according to what im really interested in and not follow my friend. cos the system of selection is screwed anyway.

hmm, according to myself i havent blog for ages. yes i am grounded from the computer. smart.

on tuesday, we learnt locking, yes show's signature move. damn cool! though after a while it got a bit boring cos the music was slow. heh. but later we learnt a bit of lyrical hip hop with timbaland's apologise. i like the song more than the dance. lol.
but everything was juse really slow going.
oh and i realised i need the lyrics in order to dance. cos in the locking song there was this part where there was just the beat and a bit of tune, basically a dancer's dream part so that the audience will focus on the dancer and not the song.
then i got totally lost.
so i think i need the lyrics and difference from one phrase to another so that i can tell the difference. yes very noob i know. am i even making sense! D:
basically tues wasn't that good.

on wednesday, YES WE LEARNT POPPING :D
hoho thats what i call fun!! rain's signature moves, got style! <3
but its damn fun. music also good. kayne's remix of daft punk stronger.
haha i suddenly become very english-songs. but i still wont give up on my jay chou de!
i love the robot dance la zomg so cool. its totally inflexible and good for ppl like me haha :D and i think popping is fun. cos you can cause muscle tears if you pop too hard.

thurs was a mix of both, what we learnt last fri, the aggressive hip hop and lyrical. we did aggressive first, fun! haha like aerobic dancing. it makes you sweat a lot la.
and i was standing in the last row so i can kick however hard i want and use lots and lotta space.

finally, today!
we had video-taking.
pray pray it dosent go on youtube. D:
kaiqing dances very well. she can be the next luozhixiang.
and we jumped on the tramp and played with huge balls (sounds wrong eh.)
huge bright red and orange balls. HAHAH :D

oh then it was over. sad. i liked hip hop..

next was learning humanities through movies.
throughout this whole week, we watched:
remember the titans
american history X
crash
sicko
hotel rwanda

haha not bad eh. 5 movies in a week. thats a blast :D
and its the whole movie, not just small snippets.
van dijk champion teacher :D

2008-05-20T22:14:00.001+08:00

my wounds; still raw and bleeding.

funny how a sentence can say so much.

2008-05-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

i promise these are the last two concert pics. hehe :D
we all look retarded.

today's not as good as yesterday. but finally, i achieved something. i made d and jiayuin friends on msn. haha thats not bad issit.
im sure angie will be hopping. but nvm.

tmr school starts. not feeling particularly enthu.
in fact i feel like a piece of useless shit. as usual.

hmm. guess it will take quite awhile for my self-esteem to be boosted again.
bye happy sam. hi sad sam.

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tag replies:
rebekah: you are chio.
yvonne: YAY :D we did it after all didnt we?
jiayuin: yes you were, you were like, " omgomg is that his backview?!" haha of course im the main focus LOLL.
yeephon: im not skinny though im underweight lols :D
jiayuin: hey actually right. instead of chio-ing i think you look quite like a crab in the picture. haha no offense :D

2008-05-18T22:56:00.007+08:00

today's a real shitty day.
omg please come back soon. i need someone to rant to.
zzzz ): i feel kinda useless when you arent around.

i think everyday will be as shitty until ____ is over.
feel so shit la.

but jiayuin and rebekah and angie make me feel better.
jiayuin makes me feel better by her nonsensical rants on d! haha :D and how she went crazy over his back view lols.
the guitar is like blocking 3/4 of his back! and i'm supposed to be the main focus of the pic cos my gown reflects light.

i didnt even know he was in the pic until she tagged :/ lol.

more concert pics: (as usual i look freaky)
and kaiqing can't say i look not ugly cos she is a super-star look alike. cant compare. sigh. sad sad life.
(but as you scroll down i think i look better..maybe i'm chio-er on 16 may lols)

three musketeers! (from left: yeepo, me, rebekah)
we all have a half-crazed look Oo

yeepo and me ( i realise i have bad hair)

rebekah and i! (8 may)

me acting cute with the holiday schedule.

yeepo and me! :D with the holiday schedule.

i think this pic is nice!

2008-05-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

hello hello!
open house was kinda fun, except for the big gaping hole in the plasters on my feet where my court shoes had rubbed out.
its horridly painful.

but at least we got to sing as a choir, stress-free!
when we were singing beauty and the beast, i felt strangely touched as i felt the goosebumps
so beautiful.

having post concert depression.
oh and thanks sylvia for helping me carry all the stuff to the car. ysabel too! :D
thanks all for coming.
and sinying i love your lilies! :DD

big yellow sunflower. lol.

2008-05-17T00:30:00.005+08:00

concert's a blast! and hip-hop dancing is fun.
really tired now.
let the pictures do the talking(:

and thanks for all the presents and flowers!

also ty to: daddy, mummy, jiayuin, angie, priscilla, sinying, sylvia, carissa, jessica tan, chongmin, choonie, delwyn (yay big sunflower! :D), yeeshing, sheryin, szeyuan, jiangyin, charis and all those who came down to support <3

thank you thank you to everyone for making this concert a success: the comm, choristers, ms lim, mr mac and mrs tan :D loves you guys <3

2008-05-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

hello world, im feeling super moody today.
thats cos i'm one of the lousiest in class, literally.
i'll really pull up my socks next term. for now, concert is top priority (duh,theres only one day of school left :/)

and i plan to pon some sabbaticals. waste time one luh.

i stayed in school and played with batsy until about 4.20 before going home for no particular reason. batsy get well soon!
i wonder how i will react if our class pet dies.
but thanks to the SJ ppl, batsy is recovering well!

and people all around me are irritating.
no, actually i'm oversensitive. i tend to freak at every single thing done wrong these few days. whats wrong with me.
like if something goes wrong, be it in class or in choir, and the teachers start to crawl all over me and tell me to do this and do that I WILL JUST FREAK.
and say the f word when they're out of earshot.
not f word them, but f word the workload in general.

and i know its my fault. who ask me to be so chiong right.
but life's nothing without a challenge(:

i love chinese periods this week as they are slacking period as lin lao shi is in china!! i hope she enjoys her time there.
and out relief teacher lets us bring home the stuff to do hohoho :D
and she's even pro-er than lin lao shi. she mark on the spot and give back the work.
wl wonderful man.

tmr is half-dress rehearsal! (no gown, just bolero)
yeah :D
16 may is approaching........
zomg zomg cant wait!! <3

--> tag replies!
becks: ahem. rain is GOOD as well okay!
ruimin: hello :D haha i hope you've enjoyed the mayday concert!!
dennis: okay okay i know. stop nagging(:

2008-05-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

i'm so excited for concert! wheeee :D
its in less than five days time woots!

today choir prac was okay(: we had some fun and some minor scoldings but other than that everything went smoothly.
pls come for open house!!

my day today was great! we had horrible chem prac. and i spent the whole lesson drawing on filter paper :D i wrote my life story on that circular thing!
and after that we had IH presentation. i thought the rwanda presentation was short and sweet, nice.
later we had LA aka. slacking period. basically we talked crap till the cows went home.

i love my class pet! <3

okay i need to do bio le.byebye

2008-05-12T18:43:00.003+08:00

i hate the person who invented computer parental controls. what the f is wrong with him. has he no life.

as you can see, i am pissed as i cant read my blog now.
and hoho! i can't even access wikipedia.
so i shall resort to using a heck load of msn and cut down a little on blogging.
and to think i used to have a balance of both.

wth la i feel so pek cek not being able to read my blog. it is that pissing la.

2008-05-12T00:17:00.003+08:00

one world one dream
till the end of time.

love for all mankind.

2008-05-10T23:04:00.006+08:00

taejo taejo taejo im going crazy over taejo he is so cute.

handphone wallpaper, msn display name, msn nick, room wall: TAEJO.

and in case you were wondering who he is:

there you go, rain in "speedracer"! :D

yes i watched the movie today. hooray it was really nice! <3

i loved the animations(:

and i think rain was just cute lah. and i like his racing suit thingy, the dragon that stretches up from his leg all the way up and across his torso.

purrrfect.

and i think he very zai!

i LOVE his red highlights! zomg when jay had concert he had red highlights too!! and now rain (or rather, taejo) comes out with red highlights. i tell you its a symbol sent by up above that i shld do something about my hair. so i AM going to get red highlights (when i reach the correct age). bright and dark red highlights. yayness i cant wait.

listening to Rain songs right now. i love his voice;

2008-05-10T08:04:00.002+08:00

ytd i went for hwachong's "voices in flight 2008" and it was superrrr nice! :D
i think hcjc sang well(: and the acapella was simply amazing. <3
lots of nychoristers were there, and mr mac too haha.

i saw yichan, jiamin, mel goh and jac yesterday.. aww i miss them A LOT D:
i hope yichan and mel liked the sunflowers. zhiting spent five dollars on each sunflower!! hyperinflation. :/

ytd i had post-concert depression. felt very tired and couldn't concentrate in class. and the translation quiz and physics quiz on that day didn't serve to make anything better. gosh i think i failed. or maybe passed like 5/10 or something. cos i got all wrong. wasn't thinking properly. i hope ms li will give me method marks. pls pls.

and ytd's contact time ws spent in the toilet, thinking of ways to do our funfair thing.
oh gosh. to be frank, i was so sleepy in the morning i didnt even know what i was doing. so sorry 303 if my instructions seemed a bit weird.

for example, i asked decoration comm to start thinking of what materials they need when the planning comm hadn't even decided what to do. geez.

i think i shall go back to sleep. still real tired *yawn*

and to chiling and suyun: bon voyage; have a safe journey! :D

2008-05-09T00:17:00.005+08:00

i look wee-tarded!

took loads of pics, will upload someday!

choir concert was a blast!(:

we all did it, and i love NYC! as a choir, we did it!

and our gown is actually nice to wear, the material is soft and comfy and i dont feel cold in it, though the cutting's not very nice hehehe :D

i got goosey bumps today when we were singing the pieces! what really touched me was the whole choir singing tgt again, although its not that good, but its still worth it..

love the feeling, love the choir, and i feel like jumping!! :D

we still have next week concert to look forward to!

as for those that won't be here, we'll miss you.

bye suyun and chiling... ):

thanks to those who gave me presents! xiangchuin for her wrapped pressie, kaiqing krystal and sylvia for their flowers, yi ping for the hershey and jenny for the donut! (tmr's breakfast) aha and thanks jenny for the compliment! :D

thank you to all for making this concert a success: ny choristers, ms lim, mr mac and mrs tan <3

many ppl liked sunrise sunset, but i thought chilli was full of life and vigour! that was the song i enjoyed singing the most, and im glad to say i mastered the art of smiling :D

and during rest time from 4.30pm onwards, i was just lying there and relaxing and listening to jay chou music wash over me.. it was heaven.

and the food was heavenly too! cos i was DARN hungry. i love concerts! shall blog more tmr, am sleepy now.

bye!(:

2008-05-07T21:30:00.000+08:00

its concert tmr!(:
JIAYOU EVERYONE
its all that we've been working for!

ily nyc! <3

2008-05-07T00:18:00.002+08:00

&i shall describe in detail about the walk down and out of the art rooms.

it was dark. the kind of 伸手见不到五指 kind of dark. and all we could see was the quadrangle, which wasn't really brightly lit either.
so rebekah, suyun and i went down this dark staircase and realised that everything was locked. so we had to walk all the way back to the artroom and take the scarier route down. it was totally pitch black and we couldnt see the next step la. the field looked extra creepy, with the trees swaying and leaces rustling. it was all so quiet.
then we had to pluck our way through two art rooms with haunting pictures on the wall.

and past the "man" who was dead for 50 years. so scary luh. i dont know if rebekah or suyun saw, but it looked quite real. looked like a real man sitting there with his mouth open and eyes blank and staring.

utterly horrifying. i wont even walk through nanyang at night.
but the fun bit was blasting random high notes in the quadrangle. so fun! <3
but it contributed to the sore throat i have now. and i havent got my hwachong tickets yet! (i just realised)

going to paris; take me too

2008-05-06T21:28:00.002+08:00

omg today i left school at 7.45pm. am so tired now.

there were also some people who left later than me.. and i really really have to thank the teachers for always being there and the last one to leave. both for today and yesterday.
really thank you for the effort(:
and of course, credit goes to the school attendants as well, for putting up with our nonsense and late dismissals.

and today we had gown fitting! which dragged until 8 plus, i expect. my gown is still a little loose but i decided to heck it. please the concert is in two days. how much stitching and sewing can they do? and not as if they will work 24 hours just for the gown.

ohno and i have a feeling i overstrained today. i shouted a lot, sang a lot and drank little. i feel this clenching of throat muscles, making my vocal cords seem tight and dry. oh wells D:
but the feeling of singing with the choir once more is so warm.. my grey world has suddenly been splattered with a spectrum of colours!(:

tmr's another long day, i think. after school i've got to go down to coronation with zhiting and mr mac to collect programme booklets. and sort them out properly for giving out the next day. and we can't put that off to "tomorrow", as the concert is literally, tomorrow.

and i dont really like that gladiator thing: it makes your fats seem as if they are popping out :/
and believe me, i DO have fats.
i am not ms anorexic or something. though i would very much like to be skinnier :D

loads of stuff to do. go sam! :D

2008-05-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

dont you think the qing tian wa wa is cute?

sinying is making one for everyone out of angie's tissue paper, kekeke. thanks! :D

so cute! when i tried making one it just turned out looking like casper the ghost. and my finger is still hurting. now i'm convinced mac sliced a nerve with his dratted piece of paper.

HURTS LIKE MAD LA D:

and i'm freaking out over tmr's IH seminar.

and IH proposal.

cant we have an extension or smthg for diao's sake.

for pete's sake.

for heaven's sake.

wdv.

又要熬夜了。。

2008-05-05T18:57:00.001+08:00

i've been listening to the same song again and again. somehow i'm not sick of it.
i guess thats what an angel's voice sounds like. captivating.

heavenly days- aragaki yui

2008-05-05T18:20:00.002+08:00

mac gave me a papercut ):
it was an accident but it still hurts. sigh.

today was okay. i lost a match to proo mindy! so now i win like 4/5 matches. hmph.
haha, no la. MINDY IS PRO :D

and i'm still mute at my not high not low notes. the transition notes. the rest no problem le. hope they can come out tmr :D or i will force them with my powerful qi.
today i realised that loyee actually knows delwyn and delwyn knows loyee! wa, small world(:

and my tution teacher is coming at 7.30 and ending tution at 10. hello! i need to sleep early i have full dress rehearsal tmr ):
and i'm quite pissed with the deadlines of schoolwork, though not that its anybody's fault;

tmr i got IH seminarrr and shuren hasn't sent the ppt slides yet. shuren hurry hurry. i'm biting my nails off in anxiety. lucky i'm just taking minutes. although i'm afraid i will screw up.
but on the other hand, i know i won't(:

and for IH sia grp, sorry to push but i expect one page for every item. stressful, esp for marie but.. we want gd grades right?! YES so get to work everyone! byee :D

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marie. says:
heh. wl all the ppl i talking to on msn have a heart on their dn.

hearts are sweet. but broken hearts are sweeter.

i just feel like whacking you with a blunt object.

2008-05-04T16:42:00.005+08:00

HENG. i deleted the tag before anyone found out.
wl ethel p!! D:

your friends wont find my blog dont worry. my link is an insignificant label in your blog.
okays need to chiong chinese SIA now.
and sheesh my nose started bleeding again.

and my throat is 70% recovered. but unfortunately i have cough, passed to me by a particular SOMEONE. >(
and im feeling really bad cos my mother bought this designer limited ed. dress for me and i'm not wearing it cos it makes me look fat. geez. maybe i'll wear it to sleep ):

2008-05-04T00:05:00.004+08:00

went blogsurfing today! cos i finally found the time to. to my horror i found this:

Spent most of 11-12 sitting in the IH dept smsing/calling and watching Sam
and Mac behave like 5year old kids whacking each other.

ETHEL P I AM NOT A FIVE YEAR OLD KIDDD! D:
mac is the childish one.

and i'm partly the reason of splashing of gross tea thing. cos i dropped a paper ball into his drink.
lols sorry ethel! HHAHA :D

2008-05-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

this is my 200th post on biwithme./jaychoulove.! whee :D
stressed out by chinese project and IH and the dread of not being able to perform as my nagging sore throat and husky voice are coming back.
ohno, please go away.

our whole SIA group are leos, except for shuren. and leos are known to be proud. haha, but at the same time, they just radiate charisma. :D

周杰伦! JAY CHOU! <3
you are my motivation.
and because of you i go far.
dont laugh its true.

you are my motivation just like donghae is yeujia's motivation and mayday is rebekah's motivation. <3

and freak math ws 9.2. i hates it.

2008-05-03T14:28:00.002+08:00

brilliant! everybody's ticket is given out and my voice is recovering fast. i might be able to perform on 8 may! :D

facebook is so screwed! everyday also jam up on me :/
hoorays no cip! i can have the whole afternoon to myself, finally. :D

collected my concert tickets today! so happy that everything's going smoothly. we'll jiayou for concert im sure, GO NYC! :D

and who is ali zaidi. he added me on facebook.
ITS JAMMED AGAIN ZOMG F.

during choir prac today i couldnt sing so i did ticketing with ethel p
it was quite boring, but otherwise it was fun. then the printers suddenly called mac about some printing problem. then my mum called me :/ and it turned out that there was some problem abt the mode of payment. wth lar. last week i personally went down to explain to them please.

and i ate one of the purple sweets that mr mac had. at first it tasted nice la, but after a while it got really gross and i just spitted it out into the bin. ewwww ):
mel was chionging programme booklet all the way. THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

then later my mum came with the programme booklet covers. i was quite surprised at the gd quality of the covers, much better than i expected! :D whee! but everything was so heavy la. so mr mac has to carry everything up to the staff room.

actually we cheated, we took lift. hehe :D

快乐崇拜 is such a nice song! wilber and angela.. almost-perfect combo! i wonder how a song would sound if it were sung by jay and angela. i think it wld be quite nice, though their voices totally dont match each other.

thats one song i can sing! i sing the pan wei bo part, cos my upper register is still jammed. have no idea why.

i can only sing notes within my lower register. its damn irritating. cos some songs this high note, just out of your reach and then when you use your upper register the sound dosen't come out. wth la, voice, get well soon.

marie's telling me about open house :D
why do so many ppl wanna see our new gown? its quite.. revealing but its not that flashy as well. i mean, a SCHOOL choir gown has limits right, it wont be too skimpy too.
so those who are expecting something.. (ahem) more on 8 and 16 may, you better refund your ticket.

gown's coming on tuesday. concert's SO near i can smell it woots :D
really hope i can recover by then. if i have a mild sore throat on that day i swear im still gonna sing. then i can suffer for the next one week until 16 may.

hehe :D
i'm off to do maths now, bye!

2008-05-01T21:41:00.001+08:00

i am diagnosed with laryngitis.

and i'm already mentally prepared.
cos i might not be able to sing for 8 may.
and worse, not even 16 may.

2008-04-30T22:18:00.004+08:00

from this photo taking experience, i realised that either my chem group mates are very pretty or i am very ugly.

i think its the latter.

2008-04-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

today was a blast! :D
csm, then ticket collection, the chem meeting!
i loveee the rush of my life.

fundraising! hooray WE SOLD 600 BUBBLETEA IN 15 MINS!
40 cups in one minute! ha beat that!! :D and everyone was so supportive, including mr mac who was busily selling bubbletea to the hwachong guys. ty!
and thanks to jianyang, for helping. he helped me sell about 7 cups! :D

it was sold out so quickly i was sad we didnt order a thousand. but anyways, IT WAS FUN! :D
all the chocolate tea spurting everywhere as some broke and the ppl scrabbling at the front of the stall (or some from the back) to give us money hehehe!
but after that i sounded like donald duck. but voice seriously went blap.
horrible. i've got one more day to recover zomg f.

next. chem meeting!
we created our very own video and television series! oohlala! :D i love chemist chen!! <3
oh wait, chemist chen got sacked. so now its chemist shu.
haha and today i got back the feeling of climbing trees! so shuang la :D
i feel so much like a boy now. anyway i was clinging to the tree trunk and letting bark peel all off into my pe shirt. but it was fun, though i didnt really climb high.
i never really had much practice in climbing trees!

and before that, we tried the coke and mentos experiment! HOHOHO :D
a mini-explosion. and zhaochen was looking so sad we had to cheer her up!!
cos it was chemist chen's "outdoor experiments" programme and so sadly. the bluddy experiment failed, and she kept looking at it.
and the camera kept rolling. waiting for chemist chen to make a conclusion.

sam: hey, smile, your on air you know.
zc: huh. oh right. okay *smile* and thus we conclude..

more pictures! :D (i took loads of random ones, will post them up tmr)

tag replies:
reb- you evil pokker! all you want is to see me cry right hahaha :D if only you stayed for another hour. HAHA TOO BAD :D
xiaotaiyang. hmm, not bad de song :D

yeepo- i am not emo! i was emo ahha :D go count the number of smiley faces in this post lol!

2008-04-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

choir.
where is your drive?
where is your energy?
where are our goals?
how did everything disappear overnight?

i dont understand and i dont think i ever will. how we our standard drop in a matter of five months. our concert is next week, and how's our preparation. great? far from it.
i dont know if i shld stop believing or keep the faith, so called.

and we were just standing there, not knowing what to do.. after that longgg talk with ms lim.
letting the hot tears run down my cheeks;

i'm just afraid that we wont make it. but we will, wont we?

nychoir will work this out together.
this will be the first and last time i cry in school over anything. i hope.

thanks to suyun leny chiling for being there.
and minhui for her hug <3

well, whatever it is, i'm going to remain optimistic about the concert, no matter how shi*ty things might seem now. its the attitude that counts. so whats it gonna be, postive or not?

its all that i've believed in;